What people don't understand when you've already been a suicide and pulled through is that after the sadness comes fear: Where is my mind going with this? I don't want to die. I do not want to die. When you don't have so much control over your own thoughts, over the myriad voices in your head, you don't know where they could go.
Interpretation
Surviving a suicide attempt leads to a complex mix of emotions, including fear of losing control of one's thoughts.
This quote by Emma Forrest highlights the profound and often overlooked emotional struggle that follows a suicide attempt. While survival is a victory, it opens the door to new fears, particularly the unsettling worry about the state of one's mental health and the potential for returning to despair. The struggle for control over chaotic thoughts becomes a new challenge, revealing the depth of the survivor's journey beyond mere survival.
In practice
In a mental health discussion, one could say, 'As Emma Forrest said, after overcoming darkness, there can be fear of the mind's wandering thoughts.'
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When you’re sitting in a dark room, you can either sit and curse the darkness—or you can light a candle.
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