After the film it was raining, a light steady rain. Ruthless neon on the wet streets like busted candy.
Denis JohnsonRead
The traveling salesmen fed me pills that made the lining of my veins feel scraped out, my jaw ached... I knew every raindrop by its name, I sensed everything before it happened. Like I knew a certain oldsmobile would stop even before it slowed, and by the sweet voices of the family inside, I knew we'd have an accident in the rain. I didn't care. They said they'd take me all the way.
Interpretation
The quote reflects a deep awareness of one's surroundings and a sense of foreboding about the future despite physical discomfort.
In this quote, Denis Johnson expresses the experience of heightened perception and intuition in a challenging and painful situation. The narrator acknowledges a physical ailment caused by external influences while simultaneously sensing the impending danger in their environment. This juxtaposition of suffering and acute awareness illustrates a profound understanding of life's complexities and uncertainties.
In practice
In a reflective essay about the nature of consciousness.
After the film it was raining, a light steady rain. Ruthless neon on the wet streets like busted candy.
This wasn't the sea of the inexorable horizon and smashing waves, not the sea of distance and violence, but the sea of the etenally leveling patience and wetness of water. Whether it comes to you in a storm or in a cup, it owns you--we are more water than dust. It is our origin and our destination.
Through this feeling of helplessness suddenly burst a piercing nostalgia for the lost world of childhood. The way it came right up against the heart, that world, and against the face. No indoors or outdoors, only everything touching us, and the grown-ups lumbering past overhead like constellations.
If you write fiction, you're by yourself. There are certain advantages to that in that you don't have to explain anything to anybody. But when you get in with others who share the loneliness of the whole enterprise, you're not lonely anymore.
Before this moment I'd lived as a mind. Body, heart, soul, intellect, so we care ourselves into parts. But the whole of us, what can it be?
I feel very privileged to hear how somebody used to run around stickin' people up and stealing cars, and now they're gettin' their life back together... I just love the stories. The stories of the fallen world, they excite us. That's the interesting stuff.
Buy the ticket, take the ride.
The emotionally sound person should be able to take risks, to ask himself what he really would like to do in life, and then to try to do this, even though he has to risk defeat or failure. He should be adventurous (though not necessarily foolhardy); be willing to try almost anything once, just to see how he likes it; and look forward to some breaks in his usual life routines.
Shells sink, dreams float. Life's good on our boat.
We have to realize that we are as deeply afraid to live and to love as we are to die.
The most important thing in your life is to live your life with integrity and to not give in to peer pressure to try to be something that you're not.
I'm luckier than my grandfather, who didn't move more than five miles from the village in which he was born.
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