I understand if everyone looking at me is seeing a Jew and seeing me as a kind of 'other.' But I can't be expected to see myself that way. That is, to me, Jewish is the normal way to be; it's not a type of being.
Interpretation
The quote emphasizes the importance of self-identity versus societal perception.
In this quote, Nathan Englander reflects on the distinction between how he perceives his Jewish identity and how others might perceive him. He asserts that while he recognizes that others may see him as an 'other' due to his Jewish background, he views his identity as normal and intrinsic, highlighting the complexity of self-identity in the face of external judgment.
In practice
In a discussion on identity politics, this quote can highlight the importance of self-perception over societal labels.
It's so easy to call something a Jewish story or a gay story or a woman's story. Aesthetically, if a story is not universal, it has failed. Your obligation is to the story. One rule creatively, and emotionally, is its universality.
I've always known exactly who I am. I was a girl trapped in a boy's body.
I live half the year in Nigeria, the other half in the U.S. But home is Nigeria - it always will be. I consider myself a Nigerian who is comfortable in the world. I look at it through Nigerian eyes.
I don't really know what feeling Japanese or Haitian or American is supposed to feel like. I just feel like me.
When I first came to Harvard, I thought to myself, 'What kind of an Indian am I?' because I did not grow up on a reservation. But being an Indian is a combination of things. It's your blood. It's your spirituality. And it's fighting for the Indian people.
I don't feel I was 'born American,' but my homeland was denied to me after the end of World War II, and I craved something I could identify with. When I became a student at Harvard in the 1950s, America very quickly filled the vacuum. I felt I was American, but I think it's more revealing of America how quickly others here accepted me.
I was always a little unsteady in my self-belief. Then there was the Jewish thing. I love being Jewish, I have no problem with it at all. But it did become like a scar, with all these people saying you don't look it.
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