Once I lived in time as a fish in water, breathing it, drinking it, sustained by it. Now I kill time and time kills me.
J. M. CoetzeeRead
My existence from day to day has become a matter of averting my eyes, of cringing. Death is the only truth left. Death is what I cannot bear to think. At every moment when I am thinking of something else, I am not thinking death, am not thinking the truth.
Interpretation
The quote reflects on the painful awareness of mortality and the struggle to avoid confronting it.
In this quote, J. M. Coetzee expresses the profound discomfort that comes with the constant awareness of death as an undeniable truth. He illustrates how, in the face of life's mundanity, he finds himself compelled to avert his gaze from the reality of death, suggesting that it is an omnipresent concern that shapes his perceptions and thoughts, influencing his everyday existence even when he attempts to distract himself.
In practice
During a reflective talk about life's fleeting nature, this quote can emphasize the theme of mortality.
Once I lived in time as a fish in water, breathing it, drinking it, sustained by it. Now I kill time and time kills me.
Children all over the world consort quite naturally with animals. They don't see any dividing line. That is something they have to be taught, just as they have to be taught it is all right to kill and eat them.
The masters of information have forgotten about poetry, where words may have a meaning quite different from what the lexicon says, where the metaphoric spark is always one jump ahead of the decoding function, where another, unforeseen reading is always possible.
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For us humans, everything is permanent - until it changes, as we are immortal until we die
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If you have to have it, it's ego. If you have to not have it, it's ego. Hold life lightly and it will deliver what you need and release what you don't.
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