Once I lived in time as a fish in water, breathing it, drinking it, sustained by it. Now I kill time and time kills me.
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My existence from day to day has become a matter of averting my eyes, of cringing. Death is the only truth left. Death is what I cannot bear to think. At every moment when I am thinking of something else, I am not thinking death, am not thinking the truth.
Interpretation
What this quote means
The quote reflects on the painful awareness of mortality and the struggle to avoid confronting it.
In this quote, J. M. Coetzee expresses the profound discomfort that comes with the constant awareness of death as an undeniable truth. He illustrates how, in the face of life's mundanity, he finds himself compelled to avert his gaze from the reality of death, suggesting that it is an omnipresent concern that shapes his perceptions and thoughts, influencing his everyday existence even when he attempts to distract himself.
Themes
DeathTruthExistenceAwarenessFear
In practice
Example use cases
During a reflective talk about life's fleeting nature, this quote can emphasize the theme of mortality.
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