What I wanted was to die among strangers, untroubled, beneath a cloudless sky. And yet my desire differed from the sentiments of that ancient Greek who wanted to die under the brilliant sun. What I wanted was some natural, spontaneous suicide. I wanted a death like that of a fox, not yet well versed in cunning, that walks carelessly along a mountain path and is shot by a hunter because of its own stupidity.
I am one who has always been interested only in the edges of the body and the spirit, the outlying regions of the body and the outlying regions of the spirit. The depths hold no interest for me; I leave them to others, for they are shallow, commonplace. What is there, then, at the outer most edge? Nothing, perhaps, save a few ribbons, dangling down into the void.
Interpretation
What this quote means
The quote reflects a fascination with the superficial aspects of life rather than the profound depths, suggesting that the outer edges of existence are more intriguing.
Yukio Mishima's quote emphasizes a preference for exploring the peripheries of both the physical and spiritual realms, finding beauty and interest in facets that may seem less significant or overlooked. He dismisses the depths as common and unremarkable, instead celebrating the elusive and fragile nature of what lies at the fringes, suggesting that there is something uniquely captivating about those aspects of existence.
Themes
In practice
Example use cases
This quote can be used in a philosophical discussion about the nature of existence at a university seminar.
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